So this week has seen a lot of different
things come and go. I have spent a lot of time looking for work for
now, but also working on finding a way forward for the longer term. Of late though, it's
mostly been about conflict. no matter what it is that we do in life it
conflicts with something that we either believe in or should/must do.
I've been getting a lot of advice of late an it all seems pretty much
unmanageable. No matter what I do, whether it's in life or specific
situations, there is no victory. If I get a job in international
development like my experience and degrees point to, in some people's
eyes I run the risk of becoming a colonialist, imperialist, or even a
missionary. I can of course stay working where I am and just not get
paid for the too few hours that I'm working. But even then, the job is
really just another capitalist wage-labor position bowing down to the
man (not paying me). I've applied to do commercial interior painting, I
followed up on a nannying lead for a toddler. Applied to more retail,
and got a networked in an application for post-conflict reconstruction
work. Who knows what if anything will bare fruit. Yapo has also come
back with some work he needs done on a prospective funding line from
England. I am not sure it is feasible though at first glimpse. But
will get further in as I can.
The heart and soul of my time has been of course on Occupy stuff though. I am really getting further into this sustainability issue. We have to find a way to sustain the movement's individuals in a way that leaves them empowered and energized to progress the movement. We also need to try to find a prefigurative way to illuminate the inequities of the current system by showing that another way is possible - and functional - under current auspices.
I've had some really good conversations with a number of people about it and am starting to see a solid research project, and maybe even a group for moving forward. It would certainly be a long slow project, but ten years from now the movement will be judged on what it achieved, not how long it took to map out a structure for success.
So there we are: I am trying to juggle life, work, occupy, and social relationships and whatever else gets thrown in there that day. I know as per societies wishes I should just be settling in and working away. But that is just what keeps the cycle going. If I stay both dumbed and numbed down the status quo will maintain and most of our lives will just continue to lag behind just a few. But I can't and won't allow it. We will all find a way forward personally and professionally, so that we can keep working on finding a way forward for the movement and in turn a more economic and socially just society. The journey of 10,000 feet starts with a single step....
The heart and soul of my time has been of course on Occupy stuff though. I am really getting further into this sustainability issue. We have to find a way to sustain the movement's individuals in a way that leaves them empowered and energized to progress the movement. We also need to try to find a prefigurative way to illuminate the inequities of the current system by showing that another way is possible - and functional - under current auspices.
I've had some really good conversations with a number of people about it and am starting to see a solid research project, and maybe even a group for moving forward. It would certainly be a long slow project, but ten years from now the movement will be judged on what it achieved, not how long it took to map out a structure for success.
So there we are: I am trying to juggle life, work, occupy, and social relationships and whatever else gets thrown in there that day. I know as per societies wishes I should just be settling in and working away. But that is just what keeps the cycle going. If I stay both dumbed and numbed down the status quo will maintain and most of our lives will just continue to lag behind just a few. But I can't and won't allow it. We will all find a way forward personally and professionally, so that we can keep working on finding a way forward for the movement and in turn a more economic and socially just society. The journey of 10,000 feet starts with a single step....
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